Well......lets see....yesterday I connected with an old friend that I had not talked to in about 28 years...he is the brother of a friend of mine and one of my brother's oldest friends. Kenny, is in recovery and has almost 6 years clean....he had 7 years clean and thought he could smoke a lil pot and be ok...he said 3 days later he realized that he could not just smoke a lil pot and be ok. I guess I needed to hear that.....anyway....hearing his voice was just so cool....because though he never knew until last night he alwayz helped me feel better...and he and his sister saved my life when i was about 11 years old and had been thinking seriously about taking myself out of this world. Niether of them knew it at the time....they both know now...and you know we just never know when some lil thing that we do could be life changing in some one else's life. I seen kenny almost every day there for a while back then.....and I looked forward every day to that time....when I could surprise him and soak him with hose while he was sitting in his car...ready to go to work....or do some other lil trick to him or my brother....hey that's what lil sisters are for...right?