not all fun...

Ok, so its not all fun and games...now that Rylee is feeling a lil better....i have whatever he had....no no not fun!! I'm sure for him it was a lot worse...of course this just started and one can hope it wont get worse or last as long as his did!!

ook...not so fun...

Well...wow...what a week....Hospitals and babies...no fun. Lil Rylee has been very sick....after having to suffer through IV's and hours of prods and pokes he was sent home....only to return today with yet another symptom. Poor lil guy...hope to find out that every thing is ok...With blood in his stool and not being able to hold anything down, his Mommy and Daddy have been suffering watching him...Mommy is ready to bring Lexy into our lives next week, we all sure hope Rylee is better by then. Gamma and Gampa have been praying for all of them....soo hard to hear and see lil ones sick...But I have to say from a Mom's heart....hearing your son say "No, Mom I do not want to pray", was probably one of the hardest things I have heard. I did however realize that though I trust and believe in the power of prayer that does not mean that my son has the same trust. Maybe he was just tired and aggravated, as we all get that way when we get weary.

yea it's been a few days...

Well, yea it's been a few days....filled with different things....a couple trips to lakeworth to support my niece in her surgery. Enjoyed having Rylee a couple times this week.....he is sooooooo much fun...have i said that before? :-) Sadly, though when Friday got here I was just too exhausted to have Rylee for the night, I had not been sleeping very well, and by 6 pm I was falling asleep...I could have just stayed in my chair and skipped the Friday nite "Good Friday" service. But I didn't! I did sleep from 830pm til 8am waking u just a couple times for a couple minutes....I was tired! Not much to write about but figured I should say something...

Ok...today was quite interesting....

Ok...Now today was quite interesting....I spent the day with my niece Sami I am very proud of Sami she is taking steps to better herself and that is just so very cool! I also got to see my other niece Melly who is about 5 months pregnant with a baby girl!! Wow! I get to be a "great" aunt!! OOO sooo much fun!! I expect it should be as fun as bein a "gamma" I get to spoil her and give her back!! Melly looks soooo cute with her lil baby bump! So very happy for her and Sian! Now Lexy Ann (my new lil granddaughter that will be here very soon!!) will have a lil playmate her cousin will arrive just 4 months later!!

Well......lets see....yesterday I connected with an old friend that I had not talked to in about 28 years...he is the brother of a friend of mine and one of my brother's oldest friends. Kenny, is in recovery and has almost 6 years clean....he had 7 years clean and thought he could smoke a lil pot and be ok...he said 3 days later he realized that he could not just smoke a lil pot and be ok. I guess I needed to hear that.....anyway....hearing his voice was just so cool....because though he never knew until last night he alwayz helped me feel better...and he and his sister saved my life when i was about 11 years old and had been thinking seriously about taking myself out of this world. Niether of them knew it at the time....they both know now...and you know we just never know when some lil thing that we do could be life changing in some one else's life. I seen kenny almost every day there for a while back then.....and I looked forward every day to that time....when I could surprise him and soak him with hose while he was sitting in his car...ready to go to work....or do some other lil trick to him or my brother....hey that's what lil sisters are for...right?

Yep...another post about....

Rylee...what a sweetie!! Yep... another post about my awesome wonderful gift! Today he was here for a lil while and we did all the lil things that we do. We have a "spinning chair" he climbs in it and says..."MorMor" LOL He loves to spin! we played with the blocks and with the singing frog "Do you love me now that i can dance" Rylee dances quite well for a lil' guy! then we watched Elmo and he fell asleep with gamma in the chair....bout an hour later he woke up an patted my shoulder and said..."googirl" LOL tooooo cute!! I sing him a lil song that I wrote for him..."Rylee is my sweetest lil buddy that i know...he's the sweetest lil buddy from his head to his toes...Rylee is my sweetest lil buddy that i know...God gave him to me love and hold...he rubs my hair as i sing to him.