Well, wow it's been a long time....since I have been here. Time sure flies...dont know that I have anything to really say as of right now... this time change seems to have had an affect on me, maybe it's a sign of getting close to being old. LOL

just checkin

well just checking to see if this thing is still working maybe i will try and get back to blogging....i certainly cant say that i have nothing to write about..LOL

So much on my mind....not sure where to begin....seek the truth because the truth will set you free. I do my best to live daily in the truth of reality whatever that reality is. Some times the reality sux, but at least it's the reality! The reality that I live in is fairly simple most of the time. Lies hurt people! Half truths hurt people! Manipulation hurts people! Being honest is simple, telling the truth is simple, allowing people the space to think and reason and feel is simple. Robbing people of the truth, whatever that truth is just creates chaos, confusion and relentless pain. Yes, the truth some times hurts, but at least it's the truth. The truth is that I would much rather be hurt with the truth than hurt by the lies and secrets. With the truth comes peace and comfort even in the pain.

Maybe it's back to blogging...

Well, it's been a while. I finally have a few minutes and my computer!! It is finally working almost the way it should, after 2 trips to some unknown repair place in some other state. So, maybe it's back to blogging....but where does one start after a month of silence? Well, Lexy of course!!! Lexy is a very good baby and a very beautiful one at that! Here she is with her Daddy!

not all fun...

Ok, so its not all fun and games...now that Rylee is feeling a lil better....i have whatever he had....no no not fun!! I'm sure for him it was a lot worse...of course this just started and one can hope it wont get worse or last as long as his did!!

ook...not so fun...

Well...wow...what a week....Hospitals and babies...no fun. Lil Rylee has been very sick....after having to suffer through IV's and hours of prods and pokes he was sent home....only to return today with yet another symptom. Poor lil guy...hope to find out that every thing is ok...With blood in his stool and not being able to hold anything down, his Mommy and Daddy have been suffering watching him...Mommy is ready to bring Lexy into our lives next week, we all sure hope Rylee is better by then. Gamma and Gampa have been praying for all of them....soo hard to hear and see lil ones sick...But I have to say from a Mom's heart....hearing your son say "No, Mom I do not want to pray", was probably one of the hardest things I have heard. I did however realize that though I trust and believe in the power of prayer that does not mean that my son has the same trust. Maybe he was just tired and aggravated, as we all get that way when we get weary.

yea it's been a few days...

Well, yea it's been a few days....filled with different things....a couple trips to lakeworth to support my niece in her surgery. Enjoyed having Rylee a couple times this week.....he is sooooooo much fun...have i said that before? :-) Sadly, though when Friday got here I was just too exhausted to have Rylee for the night, I had not been sleeping very well, and by 6 pm I was falling asleep...I could have just stayed in my chair and skipped the Friday nite "Good Friday" service. But I didn't! I did sleep from 830pm til 8am waking u just a couple times for a couple minutes....I was tired! Not much to write about but figured I should say something...