Welcome to my garden

Well, it seemed time to change colors. You know some times you just to have to say exactly what is on your mind even if what you have to say does not want to be heard. I made it through Calendar planning day without making any commitments. It was however, the most boring 3 hours I have experienced in a very long time. I did say in my previous post that I was not going to commit to anything, but that was actually a false statement.....just to clarify I am committed to my faith in Jesus and will remain that way....I am also committed to my recovery process and plan to pick up a 10 year Medallion in July! I am very committed to my marriage even though some times, I wonder if it is all really worth it, and usually when I get to that point God allows some kind of break through! (Thank you God) I am a Gamma and I am extremely committed to being the best Gamma I can be! As far as I am concerned that is my new job! I love this job!!! The only thing better than being a Gamma is Jesus and what He did for me! Being a Gamma is absolutely the best "high' I have ever experienced! Oh, and just for the record if anyone is keeping one) I am also committed to healthy, sane, safe, good relationships. A man once told me that there are all kinds of relationships....and that a relationship needs to be defined.....he was right as he usually is.....so I have learned to define what it means to me. In order to have that kind of experience in relationships also means to be committed to giving time, energy, forgiveness and grace to those you seek to have that experience with. My life is a garden and I have worked extremely hard to get it healthy, sane and safe, I am the gardener in charge of making it what I want it to be. Welcome to my garden.